Donahoo Christmas 2007

Deep Thoughts by Ansley Grace

The highlight of our Christmas thus far is the funny things our 2-yr old has blurted out this morning!

Ansley's dramatic rendition of the Big Bad Wolf in Three Little Pigs-
"I'll puff....and I'll puff....and PUFF! And I'll blow your house UP!"


Later, we were talking about a Woody Woodpecker DVD they got for Christmas. And she yells in a serious voice "Woody Pecker is a man!!!" We're not sure where that came from, but Trace and I died laughing!

Just wanted to share a little Christmas cheer from our house to yours! Merry Christmas!

Nothing to Blog About

The past week, I've had severe bloggers' block. This has been a busy couple of weeks, I've been out and about during the days, but I've tried to find something new to post and I got nothin'.

Today, I am getting my haircut! That's always scary and exciting! I'm not sure what I'm going to do with my hair and this is the first time I've been to this stylist, so we'll see what happens! It couldn't be any worse than what I have now, right? If its really bad, please lie and tell me that it looks great. We'll both know you're lying, but its ok, because once its cut, its cut!

Today, Ansy's at MDO and Cully went with his MiMi today. So, I'm all alone for awhile, with lots to do. You see how I choose to spend it! I'll get to work in awhile...yeah, surely I will. Must go to WalMart. I go there everyday it seems like! Yuck! I don't even enjoy it, its just stuck in my head that if I need it or want it, it must be at WalMart. My New Year's Resolution should be to get a life during the day! No more WalMart- I should venture out to more desirable places out there. Possibly even beyond Moody! Wow!!

Well, I need to feel productive with my quiet time. I must go clean up and pray about my haircut! Have a Merry Christmas!!

O HaPpY dAy!

So far, this has been a great day! I love Fridays! Today, me and "little sista" have been taking it slow and easy. We went walking this morning and it was very enjoyable. She pushed her baby around the block in her stroller and I just walked and talked with her. We saw birds("Baby birds!" She calls everything a baby)and picked flowers-"yellow flower that smells like strawberries". Ah, to be in a 2 yr old's world! I ventured in that world today. I was able to pray on our walk, thanking Him for the day and my precious wee lad and lass (Scottish lingo) and telling Him my fears, and being calmed.

Later, we trekked off to the bank (land of lollipops) and to Wal-Mart. That was just a time-wasting trip, but I did get some yummy croissants for my Nutella. ("Yeah, Baby" in a Austin Powers voice). She was so sweet and fun to be with all day-I love it!

Santa Claus called last night and the kids were so excited. Cully kept answering every question with "Yes, Sir" which was so precious. Then, Ansy talked to him and she was smiling from ear to ear! After they hung up, she was running through the house screaming "He's coming!" She was very glad to tell Santa she wanted Cinderella toys!

Tonight, me and my husband on going on a date! Can you say "Parents Night Out" at the church?! Can you say Free Babysitting?!!!! Yeah, thanks Steve Morgan! Trace and I have our 8th Anniversary on Dec. 18 so this is our celebration night. We planned on going to Gatlinburg next weekend, but just like most other plans in my life, that one got changed. I was not happy, had a pity party, but I'm better now. We've rescheduled it, so we'll see if we can go this summer. I've never been to Gatlinburg in the summer.

Well,enough rambling. I'm off to clean my house and get ready for my hot date...

Flight of the Conchords Ep 3 Think About it

These are the funniest guys in the world! I could sit and watch them for hours and cry because I'm laughing so hard! WARNING-Most of their videos are a little off-color, so don't watch them if you're easily offended. This is one that I can post on my blog with a clear conscience! Anyway, enjoy!

MUST CLEAN HOUSE

Today I must clean the house. I have neglected it for over a week and its BAD! I don't have a car today, because Trace lost his keys and had to take the van. I'm glad I don't have a car so I can't escape the dirty house another day. Ansy and I have been playing this morning alot-Elefun about 14 times now. I'll clean something, play something with her, then check emails, then clean a spot, etc...My ADD is showing up! I still haven't found Trace's keys, but how much looking can one do playing Elefun?

I am not finding much Christmas spirit this year, either. Usually I decorate my entire house. This year, I've done the living room and that's it. All my Christmas dishes, cookie jars, etc are still in boxes in the kitchen. I think I'll just put them back up in the attic. No one's coming over anyway. I've had too much clutter on my counters to think of setting out that stuff! I'm trying to get the motivation to prepare our house to sell. I've cleaned out closets, but they are junky again! That's so frustrating! I need to find some sort of system-any suggestions?

Its a fun, chilled out day, but I must get to work! If you want, come on over and help! Just don't judge me because of my yucky house! On to Ansy's room...

Funny Things You See While Riding Down the Road

Today, Kim and I went to Hoover to mess around on this lovely summer day. We were in a turn lane that seemed to last forever! We were getting pretty annoyed until we noticed the holdup was a disabled vehicle. As we sat there, a white unmarked van pulls up beside it. Two men get out with a Krispy Kreme box and a gallon of milk and go over to the gas tank. The lady gets out and motions to them as if to ask questions and talk. They were apparently putting a little gas in her car so she could make it to the gas station, because that's where she drove once the men got back in the van. Our reaction was the same as yours-What? Krispy Kreme donut box and a milk jug? Full of gas? What does the donut box have to do with it? They were using it on her car and I guess we'll never know the answer why. I wish I was a bold person, because I wanted to roll down the window and ask. We were laughing too hard anyway.

Stripping Away Our Idols

The journey to the mission field is strange and wonderful. The Lord is preparing us, that is for sure. The trials we are facing are hard, but we've finally caught on to why we are going through them. Most times, when bad things happen in our lives, we say "Why, God? Why that? or Why now?" We are figuring out why- this is the lifestyle God has chosen for us. And it is a lifestyle change, not a job. He's compelled us to uproot our family and go to our foreign country, and He will go with us. But, first, He must train us for such a battle. If we think its hard here in our own culture, where everything is familiar and our "safety nets" are in place, imagine the horror of trials overseas, if we are not confident He will provide or haven't been adequately prepared. How effective would we be? We can't take our idols with us to England, because they won't fit in our suitcases.

God has been showing us our idolatry lately. We didn't realize we had some of the idols. I knew I worshiped money and stability and pride. He's knocked those down, one by one. It hurts, but I know its because He loves me and He will replace them with something more wonderful and reliable. Now, He's starting to show me the idols I was hiding, like a reliable car and my material things I'm starting to get rid of. Those He has shown me this week, what's next? I haven't arrived yet, its a daily battle. I'll hide another pride statue away, but He always finds it. Let me tell ya! But what He gives back is so much better! He has provided through our church family in incredible ways! Not only does that show us how He knows our needs, but He compels others to give when they only know the surface of our situation and it speaks volumes to outsiders! What an encouragement it has been to my family back home when I tell them about the love of our church. "They will know that you are my disciples because you love one another."

Also, He has shown me the joy of giving again. I know that sounds cliche' this time of year, but I'll confess that since we've been in such a difficult pinch, its been so much harder to give. My sinful, faithless self wanted to hoard what I did have or sell something to make money or not give because we didn't have it. What little faith! This week I've been giving away all sorts of stuff, and I've loved it! Need something? Come on over!

The old mentality of "just pull yourself up by your boot straps" just doesn't apply to our situation these days. God is stripping away the old and bringing us the new and has set up our life in such a way that's condusive to support raising. Its hurtful and a little irritating when people say things like "You need to work more or harder" to get what you need or stop pursuing missions because its hard and maybe that's the Lord telling us not to do it. "If it were God's will, it wouldn't be so hard." Sure, tell that to Paul or Daniel or Jesus. I don't fault people for saying it, because I did too. But, it just shows that unless you've done this, you can't truly understand what it does to you emotionally, phyically, mentally and spiritually, and the time it takes.

I encourage you to pray that God will show you your idols and replace them with the truth and grace of the Gospel.

Christmas Cookies!

Remembering My Daddy

I have been thinking about my Dad alot lately. I'm not sure why, maybe its the holidays. I go through periods where I really don't think about him much, but then its like this. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if he had survived and how he much he'd love Cullen and Ansley. He died when I was 7 yrs old and I have only a handful of memories of him. I wish I knew and remembered the silly side that everyone talks about. But, I'd like to share with you what I do know.

• His name was Timothy Lee Barrett, youngest child of George and Ruth.


• At 19, he owned his own business, Barrett's Electric, an appliance store and he was an electrician.


• My mom first saw him in Tennessee Magazine, where they did an article on him. He had won some award and they talked about how young he was to own a business. She said he was so cute and she had to meet him.
  
  
• He loved Dayona beach and he owned a sailboat.



• He was 21 when I was born.



• He called me "Ginny-Root"



• He was a smoker,had the bluest eyes you have ever seen, stood about 5'6'' and had auburn hair, like me.



• He built the only house he'd ever own at age 21



• I remember one fun night at home when my Mom made chili and Daddy came home. He and I sat at the bar and ate, then watched Greatest American Hero on TV.



• His hands were very rough and callused, but I loved holding them anyway.
  
  
• He was a fun-loving guy, and was a friend to everyone.



• He liked Lynard Skynard and Hewey Lewis and the News



• At his funeral, it was standing room only. They opened the doors in the back of the chapel so people could listen from outside.




• I don't know if he was a Christian. He didn't go to church, but one man says he prayed with my dad to be saved at his home. I don't know if that's accurate.



• He had a full set of dentures when he was 26.



• One memory I have is riding in his new car, which was copper colored, and telling him we were riding in a penny. Before that, he drove a yellow Datsun truck.



• I remember our last Christmas together, at my Grandparent's house and it snowed.



• I was with him the weekend before he died (my parent's were divorced). He had what seemed like a cold, and his cough medicine was between the seats in his car. I remember telling him to take his medicine so he'll get well.



• That same weekend I had so much anxiety. I remember standing in the bathroom while he took a shower, just staring at the shower curtain and foggy mirror. The thought "what would I do if my Daddy was gone?" went through my mind. I had butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't eat my Fruity Pebbles. It's wierd I experienced that because I was only 7. I just can hear him say "What's wrong, Ginny Root? Why don't you go eat your cereal?" I'm sure it bugged him that I was in there, and I never told him what I was thinking.



• That same day, we went to the barber shop. I remember watching him get his hair cut, and thinking the same thing. Later, he got so sick he couldn't take me home. It was about an hour drive, so he had his cousin drive me to my mom's house.



• He died at age 28 from pnuemonia on a Monday morning at 5:30am, January 6, 1986.
  

Scary Poinsettias!

Ok, I have this cute, funky little ornament that I got in Fairhope a few years ago that I like. Its an elf with a poinsettia around her face. Well, as we are decorating the tree, my precious boy tells me that he's scared of the "scary flower girl". Well, I laugh because its obviously a poinsettia with legs and arms- what's to be scared of? Well, he's scared and he won't walk by the tree even to go in the kitchen while she's up. So, I take her down and he asked me to sell her in our yard sale. She off she goes to the yard sale pile. Then, because I'm clearly a horrible mother, as he's walking into the kitchen, cautiously by the yard sale pile, I say "Watch out for Crazy Poinsettia Girl!" (Ok, remember the Saturday Night Live skit-in an Adam Sandler voice-"I'm Crazy Stapler Man! Gimme some candy!") Well, he melts into a puddle in the floor, crying over Crazy Poinsettia Girl. He gets over it, so a couple of days later..... I make a centerpiece for my dining room table that's a basket with a poinsettia on it. He comes up to me and says "Why did you put that scary flower on the basket? You know I don't like that." So, we have to go through the whole "Poinsettias are a REAL flower, that God made, and they bloom at Christmas time. Its the elf with it around her head that is unnatural and might have scared you" talk. Well, he's getting better, but when Ansley comes across CPG and plays with her he still gets a little freaked. Here's a picture of Crazy Poinsettia Girl- sorry its blurry, but I wanted you to get the full effect.

Comfy, Cozy Day

Cold, winter-feeling day. I've been cold all day and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I love the holidays and I know that for the holidays to come, so must cold weather. So, I can endure it I guess. I've been in warm comfy clothes drinking coffee throughout the day. I even watched a girl movie -Father of the Bride 2. Today I have been really comfy-cozy, relaxed, low-key. My house has been clean the last few days, we rearranged our furniture and that makes me keep it clean for a few days, plus its helped that we've had several visitors over the past few days. I'm able to relax when the house is tidy. The Christmas tree is lit up and beautiful, I decorated the mantle earlier and I like it. My kids have been very fun to be around which is awesome considering the long hours we've put in lately. Like last night the kids and I went to Crissy's and it was so much fun sitting around laughing and talking with my friends. We didn't leave until 11:00! I can't explain how it fills my soul to go there and spend time with those people. I don't know why I don't go more.
Trace and I had a big to-do list for this weekend since he was off for so long and we weren't travelling, but have we done it? Nope. But, I'm not stressing, not tonight. Tonight is me and babies night, Trace went to a friend's to watch the Iron Bowl and although we are watching it here too, we are able to do our own thing-sit in front of the TV and be silly and loud and nobody is stressed about it. Fun times. I think I'm gonna scrapbook for awhile tonight. I need to catch up because I'm starting to forget before I can document things! Now I must go and have more fun with my babies. What a pleasant day of sweet contentment.

Donahoos go to the North Pole

Hey, I just made a total elf of myself. Check it out by clicking the linkbelow.
http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=9559709887

This is too funny! I saw it first on Page's blog...

Celebrity Reader Day

Today was a fun day! It was Celebrity Reader Day at Cully's school and the humorous thing is that I was considered a "celebrity reader". I got to ride on the coat tail of our Celebrity Pastor Burt Boykin. I was a little nervous being in front of people, but it turned out really great! I read to a 1st grade class then to Cully's class. It was cute to see him so proud to have his Mommy there as a special guest. I better enjoy that while it lasts because it won't be too long before he begs me not to even come to his school! They did a lot to make it special, including a huge spread of food and gave us all a t-shirt.

Then, after a bit of work at the church, Ansy and I came home for lunch. We took a two hour nap! That was lovely! This would be why I'm up blogging at 10:30pm- I can't sleep! Once Cully came home, I took them to the new Leeds park and library. The new park is awesome!! You must go and take your children if you haven't already. Anyway, my spontaneous friends (Steve and Laura- that is one of the reasons I love them so) asked us to come and hang out after dinner. We stayed a long time and the kids were almost asleep by the time we got home. I love when they are worn out from playing and go right to sleep!

These are the days I really enjoy my life; getting to do cool things with my job and being able to spend time with my children during the day. I love the community I'm in and the people He has put in my life!

Mission to the World

These past two days were wonderful! Trace and I went to the MTW home office in Atlanta for missions training. It was a big family reunion! We got to be around some of the most godly, grace-oriented people on the planet (although very human)and really came away feeling encouraged and having more direction.

No matter the weather outside, when you walk through the doors of Mission to the World its like a ray of sunshine. Really its a refuge in a dark world and I love being there. We were around people who are like us, who experienced the same unusual experiences of foreign missions(what little we've experienced), understanding everything that we say or ask, everything we are going through emotionally and personally. And I know they feel the same, everyone excited and content, ready to see their brothers and sisters in Christ and catch up. This weekend is the Global Missions Conference where most MTW missionaries are getting together. I wish we could go, but circumstances are not permitting this time. Although Trace and I have had limited interaction with these folks, what we've had has bonded us together. Through evaluations, interviews, prayers and couseling we've had to open ourselves up completely, lay ourselves out on the table for all of these people to examine and by the grace of God, they accept us anyway. Nothing brings you closer to folks than that.


One of the highlights of our trip was seeing Tom Courtney, the director of MTW Europe. He was our final approval to go to England and begin raising support. If that sounds intimidating, its because it is! We didn't know he'd be there and vice versa. We got off the elevator and recognized him at the same time he recognized us. He just came and approached us with a big hug and invited us to his table for breakfast. We had such a fun time. We got to see a different side of him, the silly side, not the intense, down to business interviewer side. It was encouraging to be embraced in that way, introduced to others working in Europe and feeling like a "part of the team".


One of the best parts was when it really hit me that these people will be our family, our support, our mentors and our friends while we are in a foreign place. Some will be with us, or on the same continent and the rest will be here in the US, doing behind the scenes work to keeps us afloat.


We really saw a different prospective on raising support to go on the mission field. We learned the biblical basis of it and how caring for our supporters was a big part of our ministry. Also, about speaking and writing prayer letters. We got a rough draft of our budget and learned about each line item. Man, great stuff. It was such a wise thing for our coach to suggest we come and get some of this training now!


Here's a tiny bit of interesting facts I learned about the biblical basis of support raising. Go on a mini bible study with me... (I linked the verses, just click 'em)

God's Way-Teamwork


• Priests were supported by offerings Num 18:8



• Matt 10:10 Jesus told them to take nothing



• Luke 8:1-3 Jesus and the 12 were supported by women of means



• Phil 4:16 Churches sent Paul what he needed to live and minister



• 2 Tim 4:9-13 Paul asking for help

Donors


• Giving is a gift Rom 12:1-8



• Work of Sanctification 2Cor. 8:7



• Reflects relationship w/ Christ 2 Cor. 9:7



• People have a need to give 2 Cor. 8:1-8

I'm very thankful for the things I am learning and the people I am meeting while on this journey!

More later...

Sorry, guys! I really didn't intend to have NKOTB on my blog for a week! I'll update soon!

Awww, Memories

Who was your favorite?

Let Everything That Has Breath Praise the Lord

Funny story about my little "missionary in training"-

Cullen, Corin & Silas were playing outside yesterday for a long time, very busy and hard at work. On the way home I asked Cully what they played outside. Here's how the conversation went:

"Momma, we played with roaches!"
"Ooh, yuck! Roaches? Were they alive?"
"Well, one was. The other ran off. Then, one was dead."
"What did you do with these roaches?"
"We built them a little house out of some wood and leaves and stuff."
"Well, that's nice. Is that it?"
"We also built them a little cross out of wood, so they'd know about God."

I tried hard not laugh hysterically, because it was very sweet.
Do roaches have breath? I guess so if they are alive, right?

I've Been Lied To

For the last couple of days, I've been feeling very defeated. All of the day-to-day crap, stuff that makes your otherwise happy life not-so-perfect, was really getting to me. We've had a lot of that lately, and I call them either "character building exercises" or attacks from Satan. But the last couple of days they've gotten me down, and I started getting angry, overwhelmed and frustrated. I won't bore you with details, but will just touch on the surface of the issues. First of all, my little girl is a 24 pound monster 75% of the time these days. She gives a whole new meaning to the term "Terrible Twos". She hits, screams, kicks, bites, pinches and does the opposite of what you say while saying "NO!!!!", that's if she pays any attention at all to what you are saying. This is new for me, Cully wasn't this way, and that's good because if he was, Ansley wouldn't be here today. Anyway, that behavior has been constant at home and in public for a couple of weeks now, and we have yet to find a punishment that works on such a strong willed child. I'm at the end of my rope!

Secondly, we've had some unexpected money spending issues which has all but cleared out our savings right here before Christmas-lovely. This along with the everyday stress that goes on in my head about the missions thing and when to sell our home, Trace's new job, and a perpetual dirty house that DRIVES ME CRAZY, I'm spinning in circles! So, not surprisingly, last night I broke down. I completely tuned Ansley out, sat in a trance and pouted. I put the kids to bed and went and sat on my bathroom rug to think and pity myself.

As I sat there, I thought "What lies are you believing today, Ginger?" (That was a brilliant thing I heard Laura Morgan say) I began to realize that thinking I'm a horrible mother was a lie that was feeding off the guilt I already feel everyday as a young mother. The feelings of how God won't prevail through our financial struggles, our family decisions, our vehicles and how Christmas will suck again this year are all lies. And I believed them, hook, line and sinker.

I love putting all my "dirty laundry" out there for everyone to read, but blogging about this makes me feel better somehow. It makes it more true to me and besides I have to share my little AHA! moment because I believe lies alot and am just now starting to recognize them. As we try to preach the Gospel to ourselves everyday, that should include who we are because of Christ. When has He not come through, providing for us in incredible ways?

Tell this to the Liar:

I am a daugher of the King
Nothing can seperate me from Him
He gives me all I need
He has plans to give me hope and a future
I am precious to God
He knew me when I was in my mother's womb
I am a coheir to the throne of grace
He will never leave me or forsake me
He has called by my name and I am His

Halloweening it all day!

Housework ADD

I have housework ADD. If any of you suffer from this, you'll understand what I'm about say. It starts out in the living room, I start picking stuff up and I see a cup. So, I take it to the kitchen, where I see other things on the counter that needs to be put away. So, I put the cup in the sink and take the hairbow to the bathroom, where there's toothpaste on the sink. So, I go get the bathroom cleaner from the laundry room. As I step over the pile of clothes to get the cleaner, I think "While I'm in here, I just put this load in the washer." I do, but forget the cleaner and start to do something else on the other side of the house! I'm frustrated just writing it, so I know its stressful to read too! This is my day, everyday. Like Groundhog Day. Over and over and over and over... So, at the end of the day, I have a messy house with pockets of clean. And I'm exhausted because I've run myself ragged all day "cleaning".

How does this happen? Is it real ADD? Am I just dehydrated? I am, I learned that at the retreat. I don't drink enough water, so I have a bad memory and headaches. But, I start to get a glass of water and get sidetracked. Imagine that.

I started leaving reminders for myself around the house of what I was doing, so I don't forget. For instance, if I stepped out of the bathroom after I put the cleaner in, I'll leave the light on in the bathroom. My logic for that is I will always go and turn off a light, cause I'm so cheap! I'll turn off the light, but will smell the cleaner and remember I was cleaning the toilet. Sad, I know.

Ok, I'm bored with this blog. I must clean something, so I can tell myself and others I cleaned, even though they wouldn't believe me if they saw my house.

"What Happens at Hargis, Stays at Hargis"

On this beautiful Sabbath day, I really would like to take a nap. My eyes are heavy, belly full and baby is sleeping, but I really want to share about our fantastic women's retreat this weekend! We headed to the Hargis retreat center Friday at noon, leaving behind all responsibility! It felt good! Mimi came to care for the babies until Trace came home, then they had a good Daddy/Kids weekend. Kim, Heather and I got our clothes and snack, turned up the radio loud and laughed the whole way!

We studied about Spiritual Mothering, from Titus where older ladies teach and encourage the younger ladies and it was fantastic! It really excited me to see the great mix of ages and seasons of life together, really connecting and enjoying each other. We had lots of free time and good food, and I was able to spend time with some ladies I don't normally see and learn lots about them. Some good, some sad and some down right shocking!(Ahem..."What happens at Hargis stays at Hargis"). I have felt for awhile now that the two generations in our church are too separated. Us younger women can truly benefit from the ladies who are in the next season of life and also us young mothers can encourage the young married ladies. Discipleship is so important in the body of believers! Sharing our pain, knowledge and experiences to help a sister is what its all about! I hope this openness between all the ladies at church continues and we can really develop some Spiritual Mother/Daughter relationships.

It was awesome, well planned retreat. We all laughed and talked, like we were in high school! Fun times! We had a bonfire and Saturday we went canoeing and I got to go hiking in my Clarks mules. My footwear sucked, but it was entertaining for others. Wow! I cannot express how I love the ladies in our church! We have an incredible family in Christ and I am truly thankful he put me here in this time of my life!

Going Home

This past weekend me and kids took a little road trip to my hometown, Woodbury, TN. Population: 2,400 or so. It was a nice visit. The drive up there was beautiful, got to see mountains and turning leaves. Had a nice visit with my cousin Cheryl. She brought her son Cason over to play and we had some interesting conversations. Friday night we went to my old high school's football game, my cousin Tyler plays. Cully was decked out in Cannon County Lions sweatshirt, hat and cow bell. He loves Tyler and was so excited to see him play. They won like 35-0, so it was exciting!
I'm always a little afraid to run into people I haven't seen in a long time. I ran into a lot of family and aquaintences, but no old friends. Kind of bummed, kind of relieved. However, when we were outside playing before the game, my high school/college sweetheart drove by. I kind of wish that happened in reverse-that I could see him and see what he looks like and how he is when he can't see me, instead of him driving by and waving and I couldn't see him. Silly, I guess. Well, Cheryl-if you're reading this-tell Brian I said "Hello" next time you see him!

Saturday we walked around town with my Grandmother. That was fun, looking in antique shops and getting Cully's hair cut. My GM had surgery on her foot Tuesday, so that was her last hooray for a while. That night, she kept the kids while my mom & I went furniture shopping for her new house. We shopped around and ate out. Fun times.

Sunday I got to take Granny Ruth (my dad's mom) to her church for Founder's Day. She hasn't been back to church since her broken hip in March, so she was glad I could drive her and she could show off the babies. I haven't been there in years-old, country church with such a warm family atmosphere. My granny spoke, along with others, then a good potluck lunch and singing afterward. We opted out of the singing-the kids (and me) were getting kind of tired and cranky. So, we made it back home just in time for Community group at the Davis's. What fun!

Faith Like a Child

My heart is full tonight, as the children are nestled all snug in their beds, I reflect on them. We have some sweet babies. Its so neat to see what all they can absorb, like learning about God. At our church, we teach the Westminster Shorter Catechism for Children starting at age 2. Ansley can answer the first three questions after only a month in Wed night classes! For those of you who aren't familiar with it:

1. Who made you? A: GOD!
2. What else did God make? A: EVERYTHING!
3. Why did God make you and all things? A: FOR HIS OWN GLORY!

Ansy's answer for #3 is "God...Glory!" Close enough! I'm amazed that a tiny little wisp of a girl at age 2 can tell me that! Cully can go up to like #25 or something! More than I can do!

By God's goodness and grace, I was brought up in a home where there was never a doubt God was real and He loves me. My children, being Covenant children, are experiencing the same. I am so excited that they are getting such a great foundation! Cullen thinks about spiritual things quite a bit. The other day he prayed for the folks in England and Scotland who don't know Jesus, so he's getting a bit of a clue to what we've been doing. And last night, with a heavy heart, he asked if a family we know "will go to where Satan lives". He just notices differences in them from his own family. I love to hear them pray for others.

If it sounds like I'm bragging on my kids, well, maybe I am a little. But, really, I'm bragging on my God because He is so awesome to instill in small children such a faith and love of Him. They have fallen parents and I'm still not sure why He's entrusted us to His little children. Sometimes I think its to show me my own sin, because unfortunately they are little mirrors. I'm just thankful He let us have a hand in bringing up two of His precious ones.

But Jesus said" Let the little children come to me and do not hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven." Matt. 19:14

These are a Few of My Favorite Things

I saw this on Crissy's blog and it inspired me to do my own!

30 of My Favorite Things:

1. Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
2. snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes

Ok, just kidding. That was for Quinn-I'm sure Sound of Music is high on your list of favorite musicals, right?

Now, uh umm, for my real favorites:

1. The ocean
2. Odom family dinners
3. Seeing my children being adorable and feeling proud that they are mine!
4. Tiny babies
5. Fireplaces
6. Reruns of "Friends"
7. Sitting in a coffee shop with my husband
8. Being with my friends in any setting
9. Chocolate in any form
10. My church, my job at the church and the fellas I work with
11. sweatshirt and jeans in the Fall
12. Hearing my children pray
13. Being a woman, being pregnant and giving birth
14. Watching the Travel Channel
15. Cuddling with Cullen on school mornings-neither of us are morning people, so we both just sit and stare into space for about 15 minutes
16. Really good Italian food
17. Communicating with my baby girl-finally being able to understand some of what she says, especially when she says Playdough ("Pelldoe") and "Yes" very properly when you ask her a question
18. A fresh and clean house with candles lit (Haven't had that the way I like it in 4 yrs!)
19. Everything in my hope chest-wedding dress, family heirlooms, love letters from Trace, baby clothes,etc...
20. Being a child of God and knowing there's nothing I can do to change that!
21. Landscapes of Scotland and England, especially castles!
22. Trace's sense of style and how he looks in a good pair of jeans
23. Being my children's favorite person in the whole wide world
24. Making desserts, and eating them!
25. House plans and decorating ( I studied Interior Design and Drafting in college)
26. Fresh, crisp white sheets on a bed
27. Brand new pack of paper
28. Shopping
29. Getting sucked into a good book and realizing that I do love to read afterall (but only a very few books have done that for me)
30. Seeing the Gospel change a person's life

That was fun! I should do that more often, counting your blessings is good for the soul!

PF Changs! Yeah, Baby!!

Last night we went to PF Chang's for a belated birthday celebration with Trace's parents. Oh yeah baby! I love me some Chang's! I always debate on whether to get the Ginger Chicken or Orange Chicken, but the Orange usually wins. And I am certain that there will be lettuce wraps at the great feast in Heaven. But last night we got a dessert called Great Wall of Chocolate, and they weren't kidding! All four of us adults ate on this cake and I brought home enough for at least two more people! Its like 25 layers of chocolate cake with chocolate icing and choc. chips, raspberry sauce and fresh strawberries, blueberries and blackberries! "Oh my yummness", as KimHill would say! So, I've got enough to share if someone gets froggy and wants to come over!
Ok, enough of showing my sin of gluttony. I just needed to post something light-hearted today!

Here's my struggle...

What an incredibly relaxing day! I love the rain when I have no where to go and I can stay home in my jammies all day if I want to! Uh, not that I do that. Anyway, the greatest surprise was that Trace didn't have to work today, but still got paid! Even better! So, he, Ansy and I went to lunch together then came home and they are both napping. Cully is due home in about half an hour and I tried to pick up the house, but decided to waste my precious quiet and alone time on the computer instead.
What's so nice about this day is that its just relaxing, free and not stressful. I'm a stress ball, especially lately and the Lord has given me a much needed break from it today. Thank you, Lord. We've been dealing with all these decisions in our family's life and with the rest of what life throws at you its been overwhelming and stressful. If you're me, you take it all on your shoulders and share none of burden. A dear and wise friend told me a few weeks ago that going into missions is not about going somewhere else to share the gospel as much as it is realizing the gospel in your own life. Wow, that's so true! The Lord is showing me my weakness and His strength during this time. Its not some awesome, holy calling that is more special than others' calling-although I didn't think that it was. This is all about Him and how He is revealing himself and His will to His child and teaching me the gospel each day. I loved that. It really brought it into prospective and helped me deal with things a little better. Not great, just a little better. He is showing me daily that He is providing all our needs.
I changed the first song on my play list to Rich Young Ruler by Derek Webb. It you haven't listened to the words-stop and listen! They are fabulous, and boy, have they spoken to me lately. The biggest struggle right now with planning to go overseas is giving up my stuff. I didn't think I was materialistic, but I am. I was sad about selling my nice, new home. I question whether to sell furniture or take it with us. The real battle is knowing once I sell everything it means I'll have nothing! That goes against everything that's ever been ingrained in me! Aren't we supposed to work and gain stuff and build our little kingdoms and have it better than our parents and give our kids things we never had? Enough! My flesh wants it all-the even better house with the SUV and stocks and security. My God has told me that He is all I need. Ouch! Am I going to believe Him? I covet your prayers.

Happy Birthday to me!

Today was a good day! At 6am, making PB&J sandwiches for lunches, I wasn't so sure it would be good. I hate getting up so early, in fact, I just resent it! But I got the boy off to school and Ansy and I went to the church. Those guys at the church make me laugh-its always fun to go into the office! With Ansy at MDO, I went to Cully's school and talk to him during his lunch. He was Kid of the Day -best part for him was he got to be the line leader all day!

The peeps from church took me to lunch at Cracker Barrell, that was fun. Then, Kim offered to give me a pedicure! I think she's crazy and I warned her that I have rough, always barefoot(but not pregnant) Tennessee girl feet! Boy, she worked hard on them (picturing Dumb and Dumber during their pedicure when the lady pulled out the electric sander for his toenails). Now,that's a true friend! They are soft now! It was a lot of fun. She's always fun to hang out with-a girly-girl friend that you can be brutally honest with and she keeps you in stitches with her quick wit and unexpected comments! Kim, I know you must be excited thinking you're the center of this blog! :)

Well, I've got to get back to reality now and bathe the babes! Party's over! Thanks guys for a special day!

I've been tagged...

The middle name game is cute, thanks for tagging me Page D.-

Amazing family! I love my husband and my super-sweet babies! The Lord has blessed me!

Not enough exercize! I could stand to lose a few pounds, but am lacking motivation!

Not quite 30-I turn 29 on Tuesday!

England-the place we feel God has called our family to serve as missionaries! Its a beautiful place and it needs to know about God's grace! (I didn't mean for that to rhyme, I'm not cheesy like that)

Now, I tag Paige M, Amber Ellis and Jessica Wright! Ready...GO!

Scotland Pictures!

Pictures from England!

Ready to be home

Today has been very low key. We are now staying with the Rahaim family, who are MTW missionaries to Dundee. They are great and have offered so much insight. I am so glad we could spend some time with them this week. We slept in this morning, which was needed, but this afternoon Trace went to a soccer game in Dundee with local pastor, David Robertson. Today has been hard for me, my spirits are low. I am worn down from not seeing my kids and am counting the hours until I'm home. Its evident in my demeanor.

I'm not sure if its homesickness or stress or fatigue, but I'm struggling with my thoughts and decisions about moving. I have been introduced to some of the hard stuff of foreign ministry and the honeymoon is over. I am stressed because we aren't given any time to process this stuff when we get home and its impossible to do that here. One thing Trace and I would like to do is give all our info to our elders and let them pray about and decide what we should do, but I'm not sure that's possible. We have decided we are not coming to Scotland, so for me its Moody or Culcheth. My biggest concern of course is our children. I am struggling with the thought of making this huge decision for them that they will grow up away from family or close church family, that they will struggle to fit in or feel that they belong where ever they go, that their education and life experiences may be more difficult, etc... I don't have enough faith that God will take care of my family and protect my children from all the craziness they will encounter. Is there anywhere to turn that I don't feel like a failure? I heard a story of a Scottish Christian teen(almost unheard of) who visited America and went to a youth group in the South and they compared stories about life for teens in the two areas of the world. She said how there are drugs, alcohol and sex readily available and offered to kids at 11 or 12 and of course you may be the only Christian in your school. The Southern Americans were shocked and the Scottish girl came home depressed by the thought of what she was coming home to and how good she could have in it in the States. That made me think of what we have, as crummy as it seems to us, is better than anywhere else. If we're living in the best case scenario, why am I taking my kids away? Will they later regret living somewhere else when they could have stayed in America? How much am I willing to sacrifice? Am i overanalyzing? Can't God just give me a clear answer?

St Andrews, Scotland

WOW! Trace and I took a bus to St Andrews and that has been my favorite "sight-seeing" part of our trip! I was excited to go because I knew it had a castle and some ruins and shopping, but it was so much more than we expected! First of all, its a smaller town on the North Sea-Trace calls it Fairhope, AL on crack. Prince William went to University of St Andrews-I'm a BIG royal buff, by the way. And, for those interested, its where the game of golf began. We went to the castle which was awesome, too. It was in ruins, but still cool. What we learned that was the sight of the first Protestant congregation! John Knox was at this castle and there was a lot about him in St Andrews. Then we went to the cathedral, also in ruins, but it was incredible. We also saw the Martyr's Monument-I'll let Trace give you the history lesson-I wasn't paying a lot of attention to all that, just snapping pictures in awe. Anyway, fabulous!

We have seen alot and learned alot about the area-please be in prayer for us, for clarity & discernment. Right now, homesickness for my children is really clouding my view. I absolutely can't wait to hold my babies!

I have so much in my brain I want to just write about, but I am also so tired! Its 11:30 pm here and need to go to bed. Hopefully in the morning I can blog again and share more things, thoughts and feelings. Night night...

Chester, England

Yesterday The Kunars took us to Chester, which is an old Roman city from about 200 AD. You know Trace was drooling all over himself at all the history! It was beautiful!! We got to walk on the roman wall that surrounds the city, which was unbelievable and walked to the tower where King Charles stood and watched his army get defeated. We also went in the cathedral where Handel wrote and practiced 'Messiah'. Just craziness! We also shopped and ate lunch at a great cafe', then bought lots of yummy chocolate. I tried Turkish Delight there, too, and it was good, but I wouldn't betray my family for it! (Narnia) On the way home we stopped at a store like WalMart and got to compare grocery prices, which is comparable to the States on most things. Next to it was a old church that was converted into a wall climbing facility! There are others that have been converted to liquor stores!

I knew ahead of time that Western Europe was in desperate need of the Gospel of Grace, but I have learned some more things about the culture that just shocked me! The break down of the family unit is tremendous! The children just walk the streets at night because their parents kick them out after supper. They are not allowed to discipline their children, so there is no sense of respect for anyone or even themselves really. Britain has the highest teen pregnancy rate in Europe,as you can imagine. Economically, its better for a couple not to get married and both parents work (if there are even two parents in the home) and work longer evening hours (typical workday is 9-6 or 7). So, with no way to discipline the kids, you can kind of see why parents tell them to go and not come back until bedtime! The gangs of kids are causing most of the violent crimes lately. Not long ago, a gang of kids were vandalizing a man's home and he came out to run them off and they beat him to death! That is a glimpse of a culture with no discipline. The common thought here is not just 'I don't want to go to church', but 'Church is bad for you'. I'd say that's one step away from persecution.

Tonight, we are meeting with a couple from the church-Paul and Anne-Marie Burchall. They can be a great resource for us because she worked in the school system for a long time, so we have a lot of questions for her! Also, they are members of the local Sports Club, which is apparently hard to get into to unless you know a member who will get you in. If we move here, we'd definitely want in to that club to meet lots of people. Also, Alan (the other missionary)coaches 2 American Football teams, so he'll need help with that!

Tomorrow, we take the train to Dundee to see another team. This site visit has been very helpful! We can't wait to get home and see you guys! Thank you all for your support and prayers! More later...

First Full Day

It has been a great couple of days! Where do I begin? After resting yesterday, we went to a wonderful Italian restaurant for supper! Everything in Culcheth is within walking distance and most people do walk around. Gas here is about $8.00/gallon, which probably has something to do with it, but I think its just part of their culture as well. I liked it!
We had a great time of worship at Grace this morning. We met some sweet people and it was nice. Then, we went to the Waldeckers' house in Manchester and ate lunch. They are the American missionaries here and they have a large family, it was fun! The kids are really sweet with good personalities. Then we watched Manchester United play Manchester City in soccer on tv, which was HUGE today, since we were in Manchester! It was an upset because Man City won, they are the underdog. After coffee, we went to the Trafford Centre. This is the largest mall in Europe! No kidding, its a mile long from end to end. Wow! It was beautiful and we got to shop for a while and eat scones. Fun times!

We are back in Culcheth now and about to go to bed. Jet lag is wearing off slowly. I wanted to put pics on, but I forgot to bring my camera cord. Anyway, I'll do a slide show when I get home. We miss you guys! More tomorrow...

We made it across the big pond! We are really tired, but very excited to be here! What little we've seen so far is beautiful! Very green and lush from all the rain-its raining now! Too bad we can't channel some of it towards Alabama! I can't wait to go out and see more and everyone is so nice! We will keep updating while we're here. More later...

Bowling Party Slide Show!

Fancy Pants

"Look, Mom! I make cupcakes!"(with my oatmeal!) That just added to the insanity of getting Cully for school yesterday!

For those who are interested, my day did get better yesterday. I did escape to Kim's where I swam, talked to Maja, Heather and Kim and ate chocolate. Then we went to hang out at Crissy's, which is always fun! I always eat WAY TOO MUCH at those type of gatherings-just FYI.

Ansy in her new pjs. You can't read it, but her shirt says "Fancy Pants". That couldn't be more right! She's a supermom! Of course, she's just imitating me!

Very annoyed

Today has not been good. Yeah, I know its just 9:30am but I'm not an optimist. We started the morning bright and early with Cullen in a crying fit on the floor. We are all so sleepy. This "early to bed, early to rise..." thing is not working out so far. My motivation for homeschooling would be avoiding school mornings! Anyway, that's another blog!
I am hot and sweaty at 7:30 in the morning after I took a shower this morning, so I'm not a happy camper. We finally made it to school(late, but it is only the second day) and we go in and are stopped by the "hall monitor" who will not let us go to class w/o my hall pass. Why does this annoy me you ask? Because yesterday I go into the office with all smiles to get a hall pass and they look at me like I'm stupid and say "Just go take your child to his class." Today, however, I am looked at like I'm stupid and go get in line for my hall pass. I roll my eyes at the lady, which is probably the principal, and when I have my beloved pass I walk by her and she says in a patronizing voice"Thank you for getting your hall pass." I say nothing and walk passed. Good testimony-I know. I get him to class and we wait forever for his class because apparently I was supposed to take him to the gym-which I do not know where it is! He then decides he wants to stay all day, which YEA!, but I didn't pack him a snack. So we jump over that hurdle.

After we leave, I wanted to go walking, but we forgot drinks. So, I decide to go to AutoZone, because the other day my driver side mirror on the van just blew off. I wanted to get another because I can't drive without my mirror-it stresses me. We spent 40 minutes there after the 2nd person who was helping me got on the phone and ignored me(the 1st one told me they couldn't get the part) we just walked out! So, I went next door to Advance and they helped me quickly and politely, even though Ansley was throwing a fit because she wanted a toy. I drug her out kicking and screaming literally and we went home. What about now you ask? My daughter is in her bed, screaming like a wild puma. Hysterically. And I am venting to anyone who will read this entire blog! I really just want to go swim at Kim's, which is where I go and escape reality. We have planned on going there, but I must wait until the insanity dies down.
Pray for me and my stinky attitude!

First Day

Well, we survived the first day of school! It started off great, getting up bright and early to eat breakfast with my boy. There he is all cuddled up in his blanket eating a bagel. We made it through goodbyes and no one cried-not even me! (I got a little teary last night for a moment.) All morning, Ansy was so confused that we left him there and didn't bring him home("Mommy, where's Bubby?"), but after a while she enjoyed having me and the house to herself. I didn't really know what to do, I knew we would go get him at 11:30. I kind of felt like Forrest Gump, at the end of the movie when Little Forrest gets on the bus and Forrest tells him "I'll be here when you get back." and just sat back down at the bus stop. I just came home and sat down, staring blankly for a moment, waiting for 11:30 so I could go back and get him.

He was very excited, wearing his new SuperMan backpack and toting his nap mat with his name on it (yes, I'm a cheesy mom who loves monogramming and even made a name tag for his packpack out of scrapbook supplies). They took a tour of the school today and he was so excited that he tried to take me on the same tour when I picked him up. He had a great day, very tired now and resting in his room. We're looking forward to tommorrow, except for getting up so early!!!!

The Family of God

This morning Burt preached a beautiful sermon. It was from the passage in Acts 2:42-47, about the early church and how they set themselves apart and formed a true community of believers. Day by day, they devoted themselves to teaching, fellowship, meeting each others' needs, worship, prayer and meeting together to do these things and bond together. I feel like we have those type of relationships at our church, maybe not to the extent of these early folks, but as close as I've ever seen without it being a cult! When I get together with our church family, it is just that, family to me. I love it! And I feel that close to them and open with them and it truly is a work of God. He's let me be vulnerable and honest, while teaching me truths about myself and learning so much from the other ladies he's allowed me to be around.

Just as I was listening and thinking all this in my mind, I thought about how hard it would be to leave this comfortable, loving place of likemindedness(is that a word). I started to wonder if I'd be bummed out to go to a foreign mission field and it wouldn't be the same and could I maintain these relationships I hold so dear. Then he talked about the church in England. He said how those Christians are like this in so many ways, because they truly are all they have. There's no petty arguments and people just leaving their church for one down the street, because there's not one down the street! They are a family and Europe is so dark spiritually. You really know who's sold out for Christ and who's not. That excited me! It gave me hope that I may be apart of a community somewhere else. The family of God is a special thing because I can have more in common with an Somali Christian than a blood relative who doesn't know Christ! Its one of the perks of being a citizen of Heaven-brotherhood around the world!

From the Mouths of Babes

Here's what I'm been noticing lately: Cully is starting to act like such a big boy. He has his moments where acts two, but the 5 year old moments are more frequent. A couple of days ago, we were outside watering flowers and when we were going inside Ansley made a huge mess on the porch. I let them in and told them I'd be in after cleaning up and he came back out and said "Mom, I'll clean this up. You go on in with Ansley so she won't get scared." And he picked it all up and made the porch look so neat before coming in. He's learning to be a little gentleman. We are also amazed at his heart! His prayers are so sweet, better than a lot of adults! He prays for his family and friends, thanks Jesus for dying on the cross for our sins, preparing a place for us in Heaven, for all He gives us, etc.. just bringing me to tears. It just shows me how much these little ones take in at church! Thanks to those teachers out there that tell the story of God's goodness to this generation. They really are learning and God is using it in their little hearts!

Ansy prays too now. You can make out"Thank you much...Beex, Corin, Silas, MiMi and Pops...(dots are for unrecognizable words)AMEN! I really need to get these sweet prayers on tape! She looks around to and tells on Bubba if he has his eyes open-"Momma, Bubba's not praying!" She's a hoot! She is a little person with a big vocabulary!

Today, Cully was asking all these outrageous requests that he knows I'll say "No" to. Why do kids do that? Its just setting themselves up for disappointment and makes me feel like a terrible mother for always saying "NO!". He's asking questions like "Can I eat cake and ice cream for breakfast?" (as if my child needs more sugar to make him hyper) and "Can we go to Alabama Adventure today?" ( he starts asking for that at 11:00am). So after the 50th time of asking for cake this morning and hearing me say this over and over, Ansley looks at him and says (pointing her finger at him and in her deep authoritative voice) "No! Eat breakfast!" She's a little Mommy too. I could go on and on about the funny things my kids say, but you have to be here to see it and no one else will appreciate it as much as I do.

Well, I must go rest now. Tomorrow Ansley moves up to the 2 yr old room. We no longer have a baby in the nursery! No more toddler room. Our babies are growing up!!

Cullen is 5 yrs old!!

Yesterday was Cully's 5th bday. We had a small party on Sunday, but yesterday we made the whole day special. We dropped Ansy off at Mother's Day Out and went to Burger King to eat lunch. Then, the two of us headed to the mall-Build-A-Bear Workshop to be exact. I figure this is the last year he'll want to do something like that. He knew right away which bear he wanted, gave it a heart, stuffed it and quickly found him a SpiderMan costume. When it was time to name the bear, I thought that may take awhile, but to my surprise he already had a name picked too! Scott. That's a cool name, right? So he typed his birth certificate (with a little help) and we had to buy Scott some underwear for when he's not wearing his costume. It was a good Mommy/Son day. Later, we took some friends bowling and ate supper and cake at the bowling alley. You haven't lived until you've seen bowling in slow motion! By the way, the children were beating the adults for most of the game. They had bumpers so the ball wouldn't go in the gutters. That's what we'd keep reminding ourselves, so we wouldn't feel like such losers!

I can't believe my baby is 5 and starts school in a week! I suppose I should be glad that my children are growing and progressing like they should, but I'd rather put bricks on their heads to keep them from growing!

Great Weekend

This has been a great weekend! We had a wonderful visit with Mom and Grandmother, made some extra cash at the yard sale and Cullen's birthday party was a lot of fun. Cullen had the best day and got great gifts! Tuesday is his actual bday and we are going bowling and I have another surprise up my sleeve for my boy!
This weekend was jam packed and I am feeling the effects now and cannot wait to get in my bed! Once again, I am overwhelmed by the way the Lord provides for us in all ways. He has surrounded us with wonderful, supportive people and meets our needs in all sorts of ways we don't expect. He provided all Cullen's school supplies and clothes that I knew was going to be a strain to buy-He has provided all of them! He also provided a lawn mower! Ours broke last week and we found a great one at a yard sale and sold ours for the same price to someone who can fix it! Fabulous! He is reinforcing in my life how He is there and will give us what we need when we need it and it gives me hope.

Of course, not all our needs are financial. The Lord also showed me my sin today(everyday). Its so humbling to do something and feel so convicted about it later. I hate that feeling, but chastisement is a good thing. It gives you direction and helps you grow. I hate the feeling in the pit of my stomach and not resting well until I make it right, but whom the Lord loves He chastens. So there is comfort in it and all of that reminds me of why I discipline my own children. His design is perfect! Thank God for grace!

Simple Pleasures

Today was a good day. It didn't seem like it had the makings to be a good day, though. I had no car(it was in the shop for a minor repair), although sometimes its really nice to stay home all day! Just knowing I had to be at home made me do more fun things with the kids. Cully got to escape to Trussville with MiMi to look for more reasonable birthday presents. So, I had a couple of quiet, uninterrupted hours while Ansy slept(clean, balance my checkbook-nothing fun or crafty, but nice and quiet). Then I got my car back(YEA!!!) and made plans of how I'm going drive around tomorrow because cabin fever had set in. Trace went to a bible study tonight so Kim got to come over and hang out. That was nice, because we can talk the whole time and have fun with no TV or other distractions(the kids were in bed). Its good to have friendships like that.

Ooh, it is raining outside. Its making me sleepy and I can't let all that go to waste! I must retire to the bed and get rested up for the insane weekend ahead of me! We have family coming in for Cully's bday,3 birthday parties(one at my own house), a neighborhood yard sale(because I like stressing myself out and filling up every possible hour of an already hectic day)and shopping for bday and school. That's just my list, Trace has other obligations separate from me all day Saturday! Wish us luck! :)

Cullen's Birthday Wish List

Cullen's birthday is the 31st, but he's been making his birthday list for quite a while now. We have this list posted on our fridge. He wrote it, I translated it and now I want to share it because its funny, long and some of it is completely outrageous!

Slip-N-Slide
Roller skates
Cable for my tv in my room
XBox 360 for my room (we already have an XBox, just not in his room!)
Football game (XBox 360)
Soccer game (XBox 360)
My own computer for my room
My own refridgerator (Sounds like he's constructing his own "man-cave")
Videos
Playstation 3
Real Washing Machine for my room (my personal favorite!-but if anyone gets a new washer, its gonna be me!)
A stool to reach the washing machine (smart idea)
soccer ball (now, that we can do!)

Happy Birthday, Cully! You're such a funny little guy!! We love you!!!

Great Big God

Well, we survived Camp Cornerstone! My house barely survived! It seemed like everyday at noon I completely shut down for the rest of the day! Today, I surveyed the damage and got to work. We had a friend over to play with Cully, so that made it easier to clean. (I wasn't expected to be his playmate) Its amazing that having more children at the house=better housecleaning.

This weekend we moved Ansley back into her bedroom. We moved her in with Cully a few months ago because he was scared and wanted her in there. Now, he's sick of it(she cries) and he's ready to be a big boy(after all, he is starting Kindergarten next month) and have his own room again. She's really loving it too. I thought she might have to readjust, but she hasn't missed a beat! And I'm super excited because I can really girlify her room!! I decorated alot today, too(just call me Martha Stewart, Jr) so I rearranged her room, hung pictures and put little fairies on her wall. Very sweet-and girly! I say I was Martha-ish because I also redecorated our bathroom. We moved a cute wood table in front of the window in there, so I accessorized.

Now, onto the next project. We have an incredible opportunity to host the Little League World Series Banquet at our church this Thursday night. What does that mean? We will be feeding over 500 people in our gym! Wow!! This is an incredible outreach opportunity and its coming together nicely. We are not really experiencing any stress about pulling off such a huge event. Me and the ladies I am working with all have such a peace thus far in the planning. People have asked (and we've asked ourselves) where are they going to _________?(Fill in the blank-park, sit, eat, etc..) But the answer is the same, the Lord gave us this opportunity, so He will provide. I love having that confidence in our great, big God! That reminds me of a song our kids learned at CC last week-"Great Big God". Its been playing in my head all week! I love knowing that God is in control and there is nothing I can do to mess things up! There is such peace in knowing that! He's in control and He will use all situations to bring glory to Himself and will teach me things in the process, because He is so good, gracious, wise and loving. We truly serve a Mighty King!

Ever Seen A Miniature Cow?

Today at Camp Cornerstone we had live animals! It was a lot of fun! The sweet people at Shar-Itt Petting Farm brought out a goat, sheep, donkey and miniature cow! Notice in the picture that the cow is the same height as Ansley, who may be 2 ft tall! Very cute!


Here's Cullen and his best buddy Silas!




Ansley loved the animals, of course! She would have stayed out there all day and pet them!
This is a sheep she's petting, it looked alot like the goat. I thought it was a goat for most of the morning.

Cullen didn't pet them much, he's not a animal lover like our girl. Although he did try to feed the goat out of his hand, but once the goat came over Cully just put the grass on the ground and tried to tell the goat where it was! Oh well. I'm the same way about animals, I like them from a distance.

It was a fun day, and by the way, the only day it hasn't rained this week! The Lord has blessed our week!

Today

Today, Trace started his new job! He is very excited to be working again. Its a man thing. But, I am glad that he's glad to be working! This new job is such a blessing, due to all the missions limbo. This is something he can do while we are searching out missions opportunities, raising support or forever if he so chooses and we stay here. It doesn't offer insurance right now, so we are trusting that God will provide that as well by Sept.1- what else can we do, but trust?

Our tickets were purchased today for our upcoming trip to the UK. I'm getting pretty excited! I've always wanted to go there! This is a very humbling experience to see how the Lord has provided for this trip!

We had another excellent day at Camp Cornerstone, although I didn't take any pictures. Tomorrow I will because we will have live animals! I hope the kids will be as excited as I am! One thing I do know is that this week has wiped us out! I can see that the little ones would be tired because they keep them busy, but what's my excuse? Its only from 8-12, and I don't teach anything! I walk around, eat at the snack table, get on the computer, eat at the snack table, talk to friends, eat at the snack table... I will gain 10 pounds this week!!!!

I'm going to read a little (yes, read) and rest up for another exciting day tomorrow! Stay tuned...

Camp Cornerstone is here!

Kingdom of Benjamin (2-3 yr olds)doing "Ring Around the Rosy"

This week is Camp Cornerstone- our church's version of VBS. It is a lot of fun, especially now that all the planning, worry and decision-making is over! Its been incredible to see so many people from the church come together and work so hard for this week! Can I just say I love our church?! God is so good, making everything come together! Now its smooth sailing through the week, as long as no one is injured or ill. Cullen and Ansley have had a blast- and we are all three worn out by noon, so after lunch we've all taken naps this week! Here's some pics so far-

Ansy paints a pretty picture

Cully with Clay Holmes-Helper for the Kingdom of Ephraim (notice the cool banner)

The men got up to demonstrate "true worship", or maybe just trying to learn the moves! They did great!

Thanks to everyone who has worked so hard and gave up so much time and energy not just this week, but for weeks leading up to it! Its all worth it for our children to hear the gospel and see it lived out in our covenant family!

Rambling on in the middle of the night

Today has been a good, productive day. This morning,Trace and I met with Rev. Tom Cheely, the Missions pastor at Briarwood. He is a lovely man, very friendly and full of knowledge! He seems to know every person, place and thing about missions! He was very encouraging to us today and imparted some great wisdom and insight for our chaotic existence. After that, we went back to the office and talked with Burt, Steve, Scott and Quinn about what we learned from Cheely. Then, we all went to eat lunch together at Pizza Hut.

I have done a lot of Camp Cornerstone stuff on and off today-that starts Monday morning! For those of you who don't know, Camp Cornerstone is our version of VBS. I really hope everyone has a great time, like in the past. I know the kids will, because we rented a "jumpy thing" and are having live animals one day. I'm excited, once I get past all the worry that I have forgotten to do something very important!

I was also able to clear out my paper stacks on my kitchen counter tonight. That is a source of much anxiety almost everyday, because it just sits there all messy and its a pile of important papers (bills) that I know I'll forget about along with pictures the kids colored, junk mail, papers I need to shred, etc... You get the picture. It just sounds stressful, doesn't it?

The kids and I went for a walk this evening. I always enjoy that, I love seeing their little legs run around and play! Cully was walking backwards and it was really funny to see Ansley imitate him! She's not quite as coordinated as him yet! She doesn't want to ride in a stroller anymore, so I don't get much exercise. That's ok, its still fun!

Well, we did a lot more productive stuff but I won't bore you anymore with details! Its 1:20am, and I know that I am rambling, but I'm not sure if I'm making a lot of sense. I shouldn't blog when I'm this tired! I need to be resting up for our big day tomorrow- Happy 4th of July!

"Destin" to Relax

We went to Destin, FL for a few days for a much needed vacation! We had a blast!

We went to the beach some, but spent most of our time at "Big Buhunas"(actually Big Kahunas, but since that's how Cully says it, then the whole family lovingly refers to it that way). We spent two whole days at that water park and it really surprises me we don't have one picture to show for it!

Yes, Cully really is driving the car and no, he's not watching the road! Pops is pressing the gas but Cully had the wheel as we drove back to the condo from the beach! We weren't on a major highway, just inside the complex where we were staying but are no doubt putting cars, trees and pedestrians at risk! We got a lot of stares and points as we drove by, trying to act normal, ya know, as if my 4 year old wasn't really driving the car.

We saw some beautiful scenery and boats!

Trace's parents (a.k.a. "Mimi and Pops")

For Cullen and Ansley, life's always a beach with Mimi and Pops! Don't they just look wild and crazy?!

Scotty & Lisa's Wedding

Last weekend, our sweet friends Scotty & Lisa got married in Fairhope, AL and we were privileged to be apart of it. Trace and Cullen were both in it-here are my two handsome men in their tuxedos...

Cullen did such a great job as ring bearer and he LOVED his tux! He was very proud to be in the wedding!

At the reception, Cullen and Ansley cut a rug!!

Scotty and Cully dancing

We had a great time!

Thirsty

Do you have have those moments where you hear something that you've heard over and over in your life, but this time it clicks? The light comes on. I had one of those moments today. I heard a great sermon at church this morning about having a thirst for Christ, scripture was from John 7:37-39. We are given a thirst for God, so He is the only one who can satisfy it. We have a thirst, but more often than not we go to other places to drink, empty wells. We think they may fill us for a little while, but not really. Man, I see that so much in my life! I may worry about finances and look at my savings account, my safety net to feel better. I may struggle with my parenting skills and compare myself with others for an ego boost. Rarely do I go to God first, maybe second or third when I'm still hurting. I'm starting to learn. Lately, He has stripped away alot and I have felt very open and vulnerable, naked and like I'm in His hand floating way above land. If I fall, I die, but I won't really fall. He won't let me. Instead, He'll show me that He has the control and the power, in a strong, but loving way. I have really come to terms with saying "I don't know what's going to happen, but I trust you Lord and am totally reliant on You to provide all that we need and steer us in the right direction."

Here's the lightbulb moment: we had communion after the service. I love communion and think its a beautiful picture of Christ, but I usually have a hard time connecting with it. Today, I took it with confidence saying "I still admit there is nothing I can do and I have no doubt You will come through for our family and complete the good work You started in us. You gave all You have to me, and You are all I have and all I really need." We are all very thirsty people, but praise God He gives us living water- the Holy Spirit to teach us and guide us!

Twenty-eight and finally starting to get a clue!

Recently, I have discovered that I do like to read. I never enjoyed it growing up, but I guess I just never found the right books. I haven't been bitten by the reading bug yet, where I am anxiously looking for the next book I'm going to read, but I have been reading The Thirteenth Tale since Friday and I can't put it down! Yeah, I know its Monday night and I'm about halfway through it, but its a long book! Really! I read in the mornings when I get up and stay up late at night reading, completely ignoring my husband. Poor thing. I think about the story all day and can't wait to read more, fighting the urge while doing my housework. I have friends who can read big books in two days, but I'm a slow reader I guess.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just finding out things about myself, even though I'm 28 years old. Has that happened to anyone else out there or am I just a late bloomer? Over the last year, I've noticed I'm more comfortable in my own skin. I know that the more I see the wretched failure that I am, the more I see how anything good in me was put there by God! I realize its not me and I have come to terms with that. I am thankful that the Lord has put me in a place with people who I can be honest about myself because they are honest about their shortcomings as well. There is such a freedom in that! He has given out family trials to teach us these things, but we haven't been alone in our struggles. He has put people around us that are going through some of the same things and are willing to be honest about it, so we can support each other. I am so thankful for the true family and community we've found in our friends.

I'm not sure how all of that came from my story about enjoying a new book. I guess all of that was just in my heart and I needed to share it.